A bright spot – at last! Janine’s left R&R! Don’t know why Ronnie trusted her in the first place, the hard-faced cow. I think it was some kind of weird competition with Jack Branning. I don't know. Seems she’s taken over the car lot. Don’t know what Mrs Evans will have to say about that, but I don’t really care, as long as she’s away from Ronnie! Horrible girl. Seems so... calculating. I swear, if she did anything to Ronnie... well, I dunno what I’d do, but as long as she’s not working for her, following her around, hanging onto her every word, that’s the main thing. @ 12.19

Saw Ronnie at R&R. Thought she might give me some work, what with the appointment and everything. Thought she understood. But no. Told me to get Stace to look after me. Ronnie, that's YOUR JOB. Why can't you be there for me?? Need to go back on stall but nose bright red. No wonder she doesn't want to know. What a mess :-( @ 15.18


She came round! Offered to come to the clinic WITH ME!! I can't believe it, maybe she senses something? Oh Ronnie, thank you! You are my mum and I love you so much. It's the weirdest thing. I'm kind of looking forward to the abortion, because I'm going to be with Ronnie. She'll hold my hand and we'll talk at last... xx @ 21.11